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i could pretend i feel good all the time, and then youll feel bad because you dont. but i am not enlightened, i am only on a path, this one path, this particular ecclectic meandering path that is my own. and everything is on this path with me, the ecstatic states, the deep empty sorrow, the connected bhava, the lonely void. nothing is excluded, all things are divine love. thats all there is, one love, many mainifestations. we just dont always know enough to understand the how and why. how is war and rape divine love? cant explain exactly, i dont know. but i think they are reactions to some kind of imbalance, the energy of all life as a whole trying to restore itself to a state of equilibrium. and there is dark, and there is light. and they exisit together. judging does no good, it blocks us from seeing what truly is. not what we desire, not what we fear. and acting accordingly.
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